20080106

Hello, so it’s 2008 now, time really passes so fast! And I’m actually secondary four now! Wow): I hate being old, I want to be young forever! Haha like stay sec2 or sec3, love that age somehow haha.

I’ve been doing so much thinking, and my moods keep changing, like I’m default saddddd but then I try to be happy in the day, but then at night I can’t sleep and keep thinking again and start crying and blah. But then I think I should have sorted out my thoughts, I should stop wasting time on stupid stuff esp things that aren’t worth to worry about, I’m gna start concentrating on other stuff like exco stuff and studies, and music! Cello haha, I think Mr Chan’s lessons are enjoyable(: ok sry random, obviously piano too, if I can try to work harder and not slack so much hahaha. I have spent too much time on feeling so sad! It’s really bad. So anyway, 2007 has been a really eventful year I guess, getting elected into exco…going overseas to china with the school, and of course other personal stuff, got me more matured I hope? To think better for myself, make better decisions, think carefully, and hopefully made myself a better person as a whole, in terms of character and personality. Sorry if I had any problems with people, wasn’t intentional and I hope things are all sorted now..

Oh well haha, I need to scrape this sec4 year into hc, really D: MSG ahhh no more overall percentage): so I probably have to start putting in more effort, I’m still slacking away ahhh. And still, I have undone holiday homework, ok fine uncompleted. And my CIP! Omg, stress D: I don’t like sec 4 oh man-.-

Anyway, new year’s party/family gathering was fun as usual! Haha it was so funny with lahlah:D:D I love lahlahhhhh:D hahah! Dave and marcus are growing up wow 0.0 marcus is p1 next year alr omg, they look taller than when I last saw them alr! But still cute obviously(: anyway it was so funny cause lahlah’s computer has this photo thingy that you can take photos on the computer, cause the cam’s like some little hole at the top part of the screen(: so we were like camwhoring hahaha the comic thing is so funny, we couldn’t change actions/emotions in time! And the timer thing HAHA we put the cam (my own cam la not the computer) on the bed then I run onto the bed and the cam fell before the timer went off to snap the picture-.- -.- -.- we like totally burst out laughing hahah!

And then shaun was being so stupid cause after dinner he was like, “let’s play the zombie game!” then dave, marcus, Joanne and ahmin were like “ok!” and then he went like “ok let me tell you how to play. You have to walk with straight legs like that CANNOT BEND YOUR KNEES OK CAUSE ZOMBIES WALK LIKE THAT” and he demo-.- SO FUNNY OK HAHAHH I was laughing like crap hahaha! I mean it’s like, HOW DO YOU WALK WITHOUT BENDING YOUR KNEES HAHAH (imagine the picture in your head) Ok maybe it doesn’t sound funny here, but then he was SO SPAS when he demo-ed-.- lahlah was laughing like crazy too! Haha shaun’s so full of crap:D and he went to wear some black mask and went like “MY NAME IS ZORRO” wth hahahah I got pictures of him!!! So funny hahaha cause he was like attacking dave or dave was attacking him or something-.- then dave is like don’t know how many times smaller than shaun ok-.- it’s damn funny hahah big guy attacking small little guy hahaha lahlah and I was laughing like crazy again haha!

Oh and guess what, they were so violent that in the end dave ended up bleeding on the arm cause of some scrape thingy he alr had there and it tore(?) and shaun’s specs broke into half-.- LIKE LITERALLY INTO HALF hahaha it’s quite stupid cause they were apparently attacking shaun on the bed or something-.- taupok HAHA crazy la they. (they= marcus, Joanne, Claire) – I think. But I so loveeeee my cousins and my brother<3 (my sister getting more irritating ok hahaha I’m evil)

So my brother’s looking cool now anyway, with new silver specs (my good taste for choosing that for him HAHAH). And still being full of crap and funny. Love crapping with him sometimes:D

Meanwhile, my internet is crashing all the time #$^*@#! -.- ok I mean the internet. stupid…anyway, I had cello lesson today again, and Mr Chan threw some G8 piece at me and I have decided I hate tenor clef-.- ok took me long to realise… after playing cello for so long hahaha (maybe it seemed ok before somehow-.-) but then like I was playing popper too and kept getting confused with all the change from bass clef to tenor and back again-.- and I was taking so long to sightread that G8 piece cause it’s all in tenor clef-.- and with weird rhythms haha maybe if the rhythms not so weird then it’s not so bad-.- then when I was playing popper I kept reading tenor clef as bass clef and bass clef as tenor clef (I mean play wrongly la) then Mr Chan kept laughing and saying “THINK SIMPLE!! BASS CLEF IT’S EASY” -.- haha

Ok I better do more of my homework…they set last deadline on Monday/Tuesday-.- I’m so dead. Oh yea, we get to go to school at 8.30 on Mondays now HAHAHA be jealous of us:D guess why! The staff have something like PE (or so says ms lee) HAHAHA THE THOUGHT OF IT MAKES ME LAUGH ok nvm shouldn’t think of it-.- hahah!

Ok I shall post pictures some other time when my internet is more stable-.- LOVES(: